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I've read my posting that I've written for a long time ago.

Yeah, some childish posting.. or eh? did I think really? or Wow? Did I really write so perfect like this? I think like that.. haha..

There are some funny story, some sad story.. and some alive memory..... and making me feel weird...

and...

I saw me here. Present is present...

When I read my part of past, I have this kind of feeling after a long interval.. so from now on, I will post more than now I think.

but still busy to make vain efforts, and difficult to say my future, and still saying about dream..

so...

so.. it's fun.. because I have dream.. even though I regret, Im afraid.. but... Im lucky to have dream...

Future is Mystery...

Sure Im afraid. One month, or after 3-4 month... might come to me bad situation. If it happen, I might cry, or blame myself...and maybe I can't overcome anymore.... So that's why Im afraid...

......

......

shit!!!

yeah, I don't know how to end.. shit.... it's good til the middle of posting... shit I should end the middle..... I try to put together past, present, and future in vain.

it became shit story..

yeah...

Future is Mystery...