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I like having dream. and Im always living with dream.

The Dream...

The dream to me is like a vitamin of life... Having dream makes enjoyment of life, and enjoyment of life makes me having affirmative mind, and... thanks all of things...

I...

I want people give dream to themselves. Not only making money... I mean sth special...

but..

One bad thing is...

sometimes I don't consider reality.. I mean, I would say I ignore reality without my consent

and when Im faced with reality, Im frustrated in front of reality which I don't think.

So...

most people recently, they might give up their dream, or they might not have dream..

Reality which I don't think...

That's why the reality is funny and meaningful....

but not only give funny thing...

because.. it's real..


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I'm,

usually later than the others.

So, I just become adolescent now.

It's almost 10years since I've graduated my high-school, but I waste my time while Im thinking about so ridiculous things....


yeah, I don't have job,

so i think about useless...

That's why, here sophistry is..

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Do you have a dream?

What is the dream about? What dream do you want?

If you have a dream...

you are...

stupid...

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someday...

the world was became that a person who has a dream is stupid.

"I want to be sth", "I will do sth when I grow up."

We thought such as these dreams... suddenly..

became the REAL such as,

"I want to get lots of money.", "I will buy a nice car."

It's not wrong. There is no body has mistakes.

just, the world changed, and the people also changed.



A few days ago, I met some people who I met when I have worked for game company. I need some advice, and I have sth to ask to them, so I asked to meet to them.

I felt so good to hear advices from them who I like, and when I talk with them, I usually feel my passion,  so it's the day which I could think lots of things.

However, I didn't solve my question from them so clearly, I think.

Do game developers have passion, or not. It might be basic question.

The answer might be simple. Come into game market with passion, but the passion has gone, I guess so.

If it's so, why their passion was changed.

Maybe, the reason is life which nobody can predict. Money and life can't be separated. Lots of people who I know, they try to make me stop. Developing games can't make money. So don't come into there.

If it's so, why they work for game developing. Do they regret?

I have endless questions. I've asked by myself, and heard from the others opinion, and done crazy~, but there is no answer so clearly.

I asked to my ex-boss that you regret being game developer. He said, he doesn't regret. Regret is extravagance....

I don't think all of game developers think that regret is extravagance. But, what the clear thing is,

if I wanna be game developer, I should think that regret is extravagance. And I should not regret my decision.

I want to spend my life with my dream. Everybody's life is valuable, but ordinary life is stereotyped for me, and make me so hard.

So, I want to have the dream.

I don't think that I want to change the world.

I just want to change me. I don't want to feel so heavy...... that's it.